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concrete
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there
is a
building
and
on top of
that
building there is a storm. the storm
is your
mother and asks
directions, e.g. which way is
the
mississippi. mom, you tell
your mom, look.
there
is a building
and inside
that are some
stories. the thirteenth
is full of
asbestos; no one
knows
why. there is
a
building and on top of that there is
a woman: she is your
lover, she is sun-
bathing but your building is
covered
in rain, is
on the south side; she is going
to get
shot. she is naked, she is trying
to erase
tan
lines, is developing
skin cancer and other personality
quirks.
there is a building and you think you might
own
it but the city does, and takes
it: the stories
collapse
easily, a thin power-
line placed in the
bullet-proof air.
**
in the
gallery
this
man you'll
forget
after the hors d'oeuvres
like stars are
swallowed
in dark folds, silk moving slow like
glitter
tornadoes in two-liter bottles. tonight
you
are the eye. the man looks
limply at you from beside
the
painting you constructed. you think
he must be vacant now,
this man,
but
he recollects
your hair, it was shorter,
ankles,
swinging, from tall
chairs, under the cuffs of
rolled-up
jeans.
the two of you are heavy like cinnamon
sediment
inside of hot apple cider.
the women sip wine, and you
desire to run up to them and tip their glasses
onto
each thousand dollar dress. instead
you slip into a
corner
of the room, as you are
in
the painting, sitting in a
wooden chair, your heels lodged
under
your knees in a skirt long enough to hide
black
underwear, under that
black skirt, the black
notebook
in your lap,
the black cat on the book, keeping you
from
writing in it, or getting
up.
the man is standing
by a window in the painting, looking
outside. the man is staring
at the painting, avoiding his
eye and missing
that something is
there
in
the painting. you did not invite
the memory but he is there,
eating the cheese
and crackers from France, he holds a
handful
while the trays are all empty and shining like the
moon.
***
Camping
in Woods
We are on a
camping
trip.
We have never been out
camping before, so we don’t
forget
to forget everything we could
need. We’re
badasses with sunglasses.
How do you make soup? We
don’t
know. We try anyway. How do you
catch
fish? We learn how to
get wet. We are on a camping
trip
because we want independence–
our
very own parents’
basement in the sky. We sleep
in
shifts, swat mosquitoes, eat
a new vegetable.
Fair enough. Wish we knew
how to process
marshmallows.
These woods are really
fucking
cold. We’ve seen men
make fire–can we make fire?
The
sticks are wet. The timber
is wet. We cheat a little.
We
burn mosquitoes because their
buzzing annoys us. This is
boring. We’re
camping and we’re bored
because
it’s so quiet and all
we have is talk. But we don’t.
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